I could have missed it
I could have been blinded by it
I don’t know what it is about you
Is it in the way you twich to your music
Is it that weird energy
That I crave
Is it the clean shirt and the long tight pants
That brace those legs all too well
Hopefully you turn this way
Probably IL freeze for a bit
But I do know that the more you stick around the energy you have will attract a glare!!!!
We knew each other since high school
And he was the least expected person that I would think of that would hold a gun to my face
As I looked to my horror and helplessness
I could feel betray and hate and I was still confused why
After all these years pretend
If he was unhappy
Why couldn’t he just talk to someone about what he was feeling
He could’ve got the help he needed
Rather then to hurt me
And let the years of our friendship
Wash down a drain in one night
I still want an explanation and I await with all these hurt and guilt of friendship memories
I want closure and I want it now more then ever.
Time : 2:52 am
At times before I go to sleep
I ask myself
When will it be my turn
When will I get to walk
Talk and be brave like that
When will I wear that jacket and wear that stiletto
When will I wear that lipstick and not t
What a day
I can’t think of how I would put my day all in one fb post because there’s not a lot of words that would be fitting to describe the amount of people that I am blessed with…..so I will just go on to name them of those that have gone to make my day as special as they are to me..
Thank you to MY EPF FAMILY I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH…… THE PILLARS THAT HOLD ME AND ALLOW ME TO WALK WITH PRIDE AND AT THE SAME TIME MAKE SURE MY HUMILITY IS IN CHECK….I DON’T THINK I CAN EVER HAVE THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY TO EVER DESCRIBE HOW THESE WOMEN ARE A BLESSING TO ME……
I KNOW HOW PREVILEGED I AM BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS …….I KNOW THIS IS ALL JUMBLED UP BECAUSE THERE’S TOO MUCH TO SAY AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO PUT IT……BUT TO THESE PEOPLE I LOVE YOU GUYS to infinity ❤❤❤❤❤❤
Your children will still come second 😂 until ya’ll throw me out 😂😂😂😘😘😘
People pass by
Words get exchanged
And friendships are created
Along the way
Paths change and
Every-day words become every-day memories
People start to seek acceptance
When your at your worste
It seems to be the perfect time
To seek acceptance
And it’s a shame how the people
You solely depend on don’t show face
And the ones that hardly come around are the first to show out…. with the sole purpose of showing you that they care….even at arms length….
You probably don’t know but I am that person and I still care for you like any other friend……
I will see you soon!!
When I think of the word descend
I think of the second coming
Because I am a seventh day adventist
We believe that during the second coming of our Lord and saviour
We will see him in the clouds and he will descend from the heavens to take his chosen ones with him.
We believe to be one of those chosen ones..we need to be pure and cleanse ourselves from all unrighteousness.
To do so you need to be of service and you need to watch your actions…your speech and your thoughts to make sure your not doing good things with other motives and intentions. And make sure we are not perverted in the way we do things.
It’s is our hope that when our Lord Jesus christ descends from the clouds of heaven to gather the righteous we will be prepared and that we will have done what is right in his eyes so that we will be in heaven with him for eternity.
As soon As I looked up the definition of this word
I tried to think of all the things that I’ve done on the edge
Growing up iv always been framed as the the last born syndrome.
Not caring much about what they say…..I lived up to that syndrome of being always on the edge.
Drank alcohol in public
Got into a fight near a police station
Shop lifted perfume from a salon even though I had money to pay for it
Lied about my name to a law enforcer and the list unfortunately stops there.
It’s been quite an experience and I feel that as a young person all these introduced cultures and advanced technology has pushed us to live on the edge…… because it’s seems cool and fun.
Years on I feel like there are better ways to live on the edge…… like travel once a year….hike one of the highest mountain peaks and glide down from it
Tell someone you love them and get punched in the face for it….I don’t know but do something that’s worth it…..